DoingThingsWithAbby
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Hi. If you want a glossed over version of what I'm going to share on this specific post you can go here
http://reincarnationforum.com/threa...r-past-life-location-s.6739/page-4#post-99821
I just need to type this out because I was triggered by a post I saw on another website.
It said all these hoorrible things about obgyn's and doctors and I kept having flashes of Natasha being taken into the docotrs office and she wasn't responding to anything because she'd gone into some sort of trance like state. She snapped out of it when the Obgyn had his hand inside of her and VIktor had to hold her down. She kept screaming "NO. NO. I DON'T WANT THE BABY! GET IT OUT GET IT OUT" After Natasha had calmed down, it took about five or ten minutes for the doctor to finish up. Viktor had to carry her out because she'd gone into another dissassociative state.
He told her "If you weren't so difficult, it wouldn't have hurt so much." Both the post and the memory made me cry. I nearly had a breakdown. Things like this are why I want a female midwife and a home birth if I ever do manage to do 'the do'.
It feels good getting this out. If you want more details please ask and I'll do my best to provide them.
http://reincarnationforum.com/threa...r-past-life-location-s.6739/page-4#post-99821
I just need to type this out because I was triggered by a post I saw on another website.
It said all these hoorrible things about obgyn's and doctors and I kept having flashes of Natasha being taken into the docotrs office and she wasn't responding to anything because she'd gone into some sort of trance like state. She snapped out of it when the Obgyn had his hand inside of her and VIktor had to hold her down. She kept screaming "NO. NO. I DON'T WANT THE BABY! GET IT OUT GET IT OUT" After Natasha had calmed down, it took about five or ten minutes for the doctor to finish up. Viktor had to carry her out because she'd gone into another dissassociative state.
He told her "If you weren't so difficult, it wouldn't have hurt so much." Both the post and the memory made me cry. I nearly had a breakdown. Things like this are why I want a female midwife and a home birth if I ever do manage to do 'the do'.
It feels good getting this out. If you want more details please ask and I'll do my best to provide them.