landsend
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I'm tentatively coming forwards with some interesting experiences I've had regarding the Civil War in America. I can't say I recall this period with crystal clarity (compared to my most prominent memories during Vietnam era), but I've had enough happen to me to warrant further exploration.
Here's my story in a nutshell:
First had a dream when I was around 17 (similar time frame to my dream of being shot in Vietnam era lifetime). Here's the dream:
Could never figure out what 'The Singer' aspect meant, and reasoned that it may have been a last name, or symbolic aspect of the dream. I'm usually very bad at hearing names in past life memories for some reason or other. In general it wasn't like a dream at all, it was like re-experiencing a memory from a third-person perspective.
Fast forwards to 2016/17... open to my memories of Terry. Am researching prominent reincarnation cases and come across a video on YouTube of Jeffery Keen's very interesting reincarnation experience of General B. Gordon. After watching it, went to bed and for some reason it stuck in my head that I might've been there during that time. Woke up in the middle of the night. I say woke up, but it was more like being 'awoken' by something. It ran through my head, very clearly, a statement: "I'm Major Jim. B White, Confederate soldier". Then with that statement comes very rapid scenes of an up close battle that involved horses, mud, you name it. See a horse land on its side near me, shot dead.
I sort of have a conversation with this aspect of me. It sounds a little odd saying this, but that's how it was. Can even hear 'his' voice, which was more refined than I recall Terry's being. It wasn't quite an English accent, it was a Southern American accent but not like the ones you hear today. I asked this part of me why I don't recall more about his life. He said it wasn't really needed right now. Things were left pretty resolved in that life and we closed the chapter.
After that closed my eyes, fell back asleep and pretty much dismissed the whole thing as you do. Definitely have a screw loose somewhere is what I thought, and besides dealing with Terry's life plus my own was quite enough thank you very much... still, the next day decided to type his name, rank into Google, not expecting much.
Browsed around a short while, it didn't take me very long to come across him because the guy I immediately recognised was the Superintendent of the Cadets (The Citadel). His name I'll leave for now, I'm still not entirely comfortable putting this out on the internet, but his initials were 'Major J. B White.'
More later. Feel free to add your own experiences of the Civil War, would like to connect with anyone who recalls from either side.
Cheers,
Landsend
Here's my story in a nutshell:
First had a dream when I was around 17 (similar time frame to my dream of being shot in Vietnam era lifetime). Here's the dream:
The room was square and decorated in a 'Victorian' style with dark furniture and dark wall paper. It was definitely upper class for the times. I don't know who I was, I was just watching the scene as an observer. There was an older lady opposite me, who had her grey hair swept into a tight bun. She wore a navy dress with a high collar framed with white lace. Her face was wrinkled and cruel. There was a young man, who I think had blond hair and he looked about 20. Then there was a younger lady, who had brown hair.. can't really remember much about her accept I think we called her Mary. And lastly, there was a stocky man who had wiry hair and a brown wiry beard (he might have been balding). I think he was standing up. Anyway, we called him 'The Singer' or something like that. Singer proposes to Mary. And we all congratulate them as she accepts his proposal gleefully and embraces him. After that, I remember seeing the reason he wanted to marry her... because she owned a lot of land that was worth loads of money.
Could never figure out what 'The Singer' aspect meant, and reasoned that it may have been a last name, or symbolic aspect of the dream. I'm usually very bad at hearing names in past life memories for some reason or other. In general it wasn't like a dream at all, it was like re-experiencing a memory from a third-person perspective.
Fast forwards to 2016/17... open to my memories of Terry. Am researching prominent reincarnation cases and come across a video on YouTube of Jeffery Keen's very interesting reincarnation experience of General B. Gordon. After watching it, went to bed and for some reason it stuck in my head that I might've been there during that time. Woke up in the middle of the night. I say woke up, but it was more like being 'awoken' by something. It ran through my head, very clearly, a statement: "I'm Major Jim. B White, Confederate soldier". Then with that statement comes very rapid scenes of an up close battle that involved horses, mud, you name it. See a horse land on its side near me, shot dead.
I sort of have a conversation with this aspect of me. It sounds a little odd saying this, but that's how it was. Can even hear 'his' voice, which was more refined than I recall Terry's being. It wasn't quite an English accent, it was a Southern American accent but not like the ones you hear today. I asked this part of me why I don't recall more about his life. He said it wasn't really needed right now. Things were left pretty resolved in that life and we closed the chapter.
After that closed my eyes, fell back asleep and pretty much dismissed the whole thing as you do. Definitely have a screw loose somewhere is what I thought, and besides dealing with Terry's life plus my own was quite enough thank you very much... still, the next day decided to type his name, rank into Google, not expecting much.
Browsed around a short while, it didn't take me very long to come across him because the guy I immediately recognised was the Superintendent of the Cadets (The Citadel). His name I'll leave for now, I'm still not entirely comfortable putting this out on the internet, but his initials were 'Major J. B White.'
More later. Feel free to add your own experiences of the Civil War, would like to connect with anyone who recalls from either side.
Cheers,
Landsend