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  1. Tourmaline

    We can't both have the same incarnation; or can we?

    Thanks for the reply! I didn't realize it had been so long since Firebird was here last time. Despite a ton of googling I haven't been able to find anything satisfying, so I was curious about what made the case of that one woman so compelling. I'll keep trying, thanks for wishing me luck!
  2. Tourmaline

    We can't both have the same incarnation; or can we?

    Hi firebird, I can see that this was obviously years ago, but I have to ask if you still remember where you found this person, and if you have any idea if she could still be found on the web?
  3. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    I project a lot of fear from the holocaust life into this one. There aren't a lot of places to talk about this. Having medical or dental troubles (like I am now) is a huge trigger for reasons that I'm not quite sure of. (I have no memories of being experimented on or anything.) I am living with...
  4. Tourmaline

    Healing wounds; violent past lives (advice)

    I have also gone back and forth between anxiety and emotional numbness as I come to terms with one of my past lives. It is PTSD, totally. I don't have anything helpful to say, just wanted to say me too.
  5. Tourmaline

    A Happy Past Life

    I dreamed it was around 2,000 years ago and I lived in ancient Israel. I was so happy. I was at an open-air marketplace which is ironic because in this lifetime I have severe agoraphobia which translates as "fear of the marketplace" and am terrified at the grocery store. I cried "Jewish or...
  6. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    oh and could you PM me? I can't figure out how to do it.
  7. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    Oh, they resonated a lot. I especially related to the part where Gershom lists "signs" that you may be a holocaust soul...I had most of them, for example eating disorders and almost dying at birth. I read them years ago and haven't re-read them for a while, but they were a big part of my journey...
  8. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    I think 1942 was a big year for a lot of people :-( I doubt we gilgulim will ever be treated seriously as survivors...the world would have to wake up a lot...and in a way that is understandable but in a way it is a shame....considering how issues and memories often stay the same lifetime to...
  9. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    Thank you Eva1942. I keep having dreams telling me I should write about this, and then the other day my mother, out of the blue, suggested I write a "past life memoir." I think she thought she was joking around but eh, not so much. I will PM you later, I would like to hear more about how writing...
  10. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    Glad to see, checking back, that this ancient thread is still alive and has brought some people together. Yael, I remember you from another group I was in briefly and I remember that while our past life experiences were very different, I resonated deeply with your story--PTSD, childhood night...
  11. Tourmaline

    I'll Never Know...

    It's been driving me crazy lately. I've had hunches, dreams, obsessions...forever. But what if it is all my imagination? Sometimes I accept that I used to be someone else, there, then. I feel at peace. But then I return to denial. Does the fact that it is hard to know the truth about...
  12. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    Well, it has been a hellish year. My levels of depression and anxiety have caused me a lot of impairment and suffering. No therapy or medication works. I have trouble sleeping. I am not blaming this all on past life issues, who knows where mental illness comes from, but it does seem to be a...
  13. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    It's been a little over two months...still feeling better at times, but one interesting thing is that along with the new positive emotions, I have started to have severe anxiety. Sometimes it seems to be triggered by PL things, sometimes I am not sure. Now anxiety is nothing new for me, as I...
  14. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    hug2.gifIsha. So wonderful to hear the kind words of someones who understands.
  15. Tourmaline

    What do you do?

    I have gone back to school to complete my BA in English.
  16. Tourmaline

    What does your user name say about you?

    Tourmaline is my favorite gemstone...it comes in so many magical colors and I like its cheerful, clear, protective energy.
  17. Tourmaline

    Holocaust PL--effects?

    Thank you Tanguerra, Isha, ZeonChar. So it's been about a month since I made the decision to treat myself as someone suffering past life trauma rather than someone who was crazy/bad. To accept my memories as real. I decided to stop beating myself up for my emotions and fears related to that...
  18. Tourmaline

    "universal" soul and "ethnic" soul?

    I am Jewish, though non-religious, and feel, despite having incarnated as a non-Jew many times (Japanese, Visigoth, Christian, Arab...) that I have a "Jewish soul," have always had one, and will always have one. Maybe while I was incarnated in other groups my Jewishness was dormant somehow...
  19. Tourmaline

    Screen memories?

    "Sometimes the other members of your soul group are also traumatised by the same things - WWII, substance issues, or whatever it might be. So, again the patterns will be more apparent in these situations." Yes! At one point I told my parents (separately) about my holocaust past life, and they...
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