Celebration

It appears that talking about death in past lives is a lot easier to do than talking about it while still living through the experience! I guess that I'm just a blabber-mouth, but somehow I don't feel that it is "right" to just tiptoe away. I have had a marvelous lifetime in many respects even if it sounds so unbearable to some if they chose to look it up.

My "Para" things that have helped me navigate through this lifetime are here on this form on display for those in need of this understanding. I've been given the time to reach out to some people to try to open their minds to some blockages in their thoughts, I hope that I haven't gone beyond acceptable norms.

It is a time in my life to celebrate death and talk about it openly, not a "Scary" thing to fear discussing, although possibly outside of the Bowman's guidelines.

I just want everyone to "lighten-up" a bit about this stage of existence.

Do you have a specific plan of activities when you arrive in the Afterlife?

No idea, but expect a grand reunion and an explanation for the things beyond my current comprehension. It would be nice to have things to be arranged as I would like from the "view" from this side of the division, but right now I'm focusing on trying to get things done with the time I'm still able to do them. I have read that the reception is "prepared" for a soft-landing, so that part isn't a problem. I believe that I will have tasks to do and "work" opportunities, anywhere from being someone's guide to simply melding back into my Soul-energy.

Of interest perhaps, just now I had a visiting nurse come by who felt that her God had told her that she needed to interact with me; she has lost a child in child-birth and knows nothing about reincarnation. I gave her Carol's name along with the book Animal Farm which I believe should be required of anyone holding a religious belief just to open their minds a little about how they perceive things.

I think I would like to travel after my Transition. Other places, other dimensions. Or focussing on new creations.

Granted that being able to discard the burden of bodily needs and limitations, especially the ability to communicate more easily. I'm looking forward to understanding the "structure" of how-things-work, but fear that too much will still be beyond my ability to understand. I've spent quite a bit of time researching reincarnation since retiring full-time in 2008 and from part-time in 2011 and hoping to be of benefit to someone or something beyond what I've otherwise accomplished.

Hi Ken,

Well, I'm hoping we'll finally get a chance to meet in person when I've followed in your foot steps! So, keep an ear out for my welcome home celebration and feel free to join the festivities!

Cordially,
S&S

PS--I'd like to hear more about the nurse when/if you can.

PPS--I never read "Animal Farm" as being in the least religious. To me it was purely political. So, I'm curious about your take on that one.

SeaAndSky said:

PPS--I never read "Animal Farm" as being in the least religious. To me it was purely political. So, I'm curious about your take on that one.

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If I recall correctly there was the issue of their "God" being a representational version of themselves (pigs had Pig-gods etc.) and a cast system where animals of a different "type" were seen as inferior.

Something I forget to mention that needs to be considered in your thoughts and prayers is to thank your Guides, they are Souls such as yourself that watch over you and work to help you navigate your self-assigned course.

I've felt a "presence" for most of my life with happenings like I've mentioned in my many posts about varied instances. I started a thread about Have you ever been Used (which I now found was deleted), which seemed to be misunderstood, and other scattered blabbering. The only "outside of my body" hearing is located here. I have found that others have also heard them being spoken to and reporting that God spoke to them which is a bit different than my view of the happening.

KenJ said:

I'm looking forward to understanding the "structure" of how-things-work, but fear that too much will still be beyond my ability to understand.

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Don't worry, Ken. When you leave this place, you'll also leave your brain behind. It's the brain that limits us.
I've had several mystical experiences, including 'conversations' on a soul level. My soul understood, my brain didn't grasp it all, only pieces of it. In other realms, they don't work with words but with instant knowledge. You simply merge with the knowledge. Or you concentrate on what you want to know and it's there inside of you in a split second.

I've had the "instant knowledge" rush a couple of times and they are very convincing to me concerning reincarnation, after having one of those experiences it is hard to hold any other belief. I had to get to the end of my life to get what I sought for quite awhile, now I don't know how to handle it correctly, not that I'm an accomplished psychic, but its closer than it was.

KenJ, thanks for sharing this so openly. It means a lot to me, personally, to hear this from you. It might be of comfort to you to know that even after we pass on, and reincarnate, our soul still keeps in contact with loved ones even if we reincarnate the other side of the world (or near enough). I've had memories now of my 'past' family where it was my former self appearing in soul form whilst current me was probably sleeping or otherwise. I had no memory of this at the time apart from subtle feelings (such as my strong emotional desire to go to Hawaii at fourteen when my past selves brother passed on in Hawaii). Of course all this was only clear to me now, but it shows that love never really does die. Love continues.

Thank you landsend, I was not sure how this thread would be received or its interest by anyone. My time of late is trying to put out the "brush fires" that have arisen and trying to bring that awareness of what is importance to the people in my life. My time now includes too many doctor visits and medications with them trying to keep me alive while I'm wishing to get it over with. I'm acutely aware of the burden I am to my wife since my previous one could not handle even a small part of it.

I'm surrounded by love, my dogs are staying close to me and their tails are down more than usual although our new washer/dryer is freaking them a bit (one jumped into my lap last evening when the washer was scaring her, unfortunately my dinner plate was also there as I was tilted back eating from it LOL). The love part is hard since I have a child, now sixty, that is still at war with another sister after she was replaced from her "most-favored child" position that I unfortunately did because of my unconscious memory fifty-six years ago, but my knowing that Terri Lyn and I traveled this lifetime together as we had before grabbed my feelings. Another conflict is that I chose to seek my fortune, be established, before marriage after meeting a special person that may have been a soul-mate - this is not a good thing to continue into my current marriage. I included three very strong-willed and stubborn souls as children into this lifetime.

One of the things the shaman mentioned to me when we ended the session Ken was about how when we are getting ready to pass on, we, on some level, have an inner knowing and we begin making preparations, tying loose ends, coming to terms with things we can no longer do or change. In short, we find our peace, so that when we move onto the next world, we may pass through pretty smoothly. In an ideal world, we'd all pass on that way, but alas it's not the case for many folk in the world, I guess that's why some of us are born and live so unsettled.

I found it interesting the way the shaman put it, I shall have to check my journal as I wrote it after the session as it was clear in my mind. There is a certain peace around you, can feel that even through our digital screens. Hope that everything is smooth sailing for you, and peace stays with you and your family in this time.

P.S I know all about stubborn and strong willed souls, we have a whole house full of them here.

Hi KenJ, landsend and all - thanks for sharing, I'm deeply touched by your words. I also feel this peace around you Ken and based on what I know about you I have to say you did pretty well and still do. Like Jesper Juul said - he passed away these days - don't try to be perfect (talking about raising children), just be good enough. They don't need perfect parents but real ones that make mistakes too...
I decided to believe in this in order to keep going

Hi Glia21, thank you very much.
I tried to make amends with one last evening and found I was just poking a bee's nest. Love seems to be something I am/was suppose to learn lessons about. I certainly wasn't a perfect parent, I intended to raise my children with love but started out using discipline like my sister and I had received. It took me five years as a father to recognize what I was doing and mend my ways. As most children, they will not understand the forces that lead to their parent's actions as they were formed by factors that they had not yet experienced, nor were the environments the same in most cases.

I started this thread to move away from the morbid way my comments were seemingly going/sounding. I'm not sure what to relate nor when to stop. I have three "issues" competing to take me out of this lifetime and it is a juggling act in many respects. I've noticed that my perception of things is changing, my use of time is becoming poorer, my hearing is following my senses of taste and smell - becoming a memory, my skin has thinned, and I've noticed that I've become more forgetful.

I have been blessed with so many things, including guides that have gone beyond their duties it seems to help me navigate my life-script.

I spent a too short lunch with some classmates yesterday with intent of telling them that I loved them as "family", but the conversation fell to them relating things about my driving and their fears throughout our lives, the stupid things I've done and their feelings about it - I never hurt anyone nor did I have any large mishap other than one where the quick-steering and a "fish-tailing" took out a light-pole and disconnected my drive-shaft. Dumb stuff like that seems to be about the level of "permissible" topics during this stage of dying and conversations.

Of interest perhaps is that my "need" to look for past-lives has diminished, all I wanted/needed was some added verification. I learned that it did not work well to promote the ideas/reality about reincarnation to those around me - very difficult for me to keep my mouth shut!

I had an interesting morning where I spent some time in bed awaiting my wife to return from her church before getting up, I really like sleeping at this point of my journey yet want to stay up late into the evening before wanting to go to bed, go figure. Anyway, I'm concerned about losing my mental abilities as my body loses its ability to detox itself as I ingest even more toxic "medicine". It seems to me that my right-brain is more important in past-life recall (and my recent bout with excess calcium coincided with my clearest memory yet) as I was trying to understand the things it was trying to convey. The second thing I received was something about mercury, I played with it in my youth and have had several "thoughts" about it lately and now view it as something that my right-brain is trying to tell me about.

These things lead me to question whether or not that "recall" is administered as a helpful thing by "spirit", something that "spirit" feels we are now able to handle, or a karma activity.I've experienced regret for my childhood "hunting" and shooting things for "sport" where it wasn't about eating them - strange that we don't feel that way about plant-life - I guess it has something to do with eyes and interactions. I had to remove four trees a few years ago, One diseased and three that outgrew their position, and felt like a murderer - still do.

It is fascinating to me to be sitting in a house I designed and built, having a wife who "signed-up" to take on what she is doing with me, and interacting with such a great bunch people worldwide!

KenJ said:

Something I forget to mention that needs to be considered in your thoughts and prayers is to thank your Guides, they are Souls such as yourself that watch over you and work to help you navigate your self-assigned course.

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I thank mine everyday. Without them, I wouldn’t still be carrying out my life purpose. If I break my promise to coming back and not doing what I need to do, the next lifetimes circumstances may not be as ‘ideal’ as I have now. I try so hard not to give them the insecurity of not being able to do my purpose.

Eva x

Hi Ken,

Thanks for the wise words!

S&S

Hi Ken,

I thought you would enjoy this. Good Ol' Raymond Moody (the father of NDE research) finally got on board. He resisted reincarnation for a very long time. Its good throughout, and there is some really good stuff towards the end that touches on some of the things you have remarked about in terms of scripts and roles and story:


Cordially,
S&S

Hi S & S I seem to be out of commission, I seem to have flatlined twice. I will be back on the forum shortly!

Hi Ken,

This is very scary sounding. I'll email.

Best,
S&S