My prebirth experience:
I remember being in this realm full of light energy beings. I don't remember seeing any human like shapes it was more like an energy source. I remember it being peaceful and surrounded by other light energy beings just like me. I remember that I had just arrived to this realm. I somehow knew that I had died on earth. I remember seeing this bright goldish tunnel. That was the entrance to this realm. I remember seeing multiple energy beings coming through that tunnel and were being welcomed by other light energy beings. I remember when arrived I was so happy to be back.
I remember looking to my right and there was another tunnel, it was the exit tunnel heading to earth. The color of that tunnel was a mixture of white and bluish beaming lights. I remember seeing these other light bluish energy beings that were talking to a light energy being. It was his turn to return to earth. I remember this light energy being seemed uneasy and didn't want to go back to earth. It seemed like he wasn't ready to face that type of life on earth. I remember seeing these bluish light of energy beings trying to calm him down. "I say him because I had a sense of this light energy being a male".
I remember approaching these bluish energy beings. I see myself communicating with them. I remember saying that I would be willing to take his place. They asked me if I was sure and why would I want to go back to earth as I had just arrived. I felt like someone had to do it and I would be willing to sacrifice. I had this feeling of feeling a little scared but I knew I had to be brave. The bluish energy beings asked me over and over again if I was sure and if I was ready to take on another journey on earth so soon. I somehow knew that this journey wasn't going to be an easy one. I remember the bluish energy beings showing me my purpose or my plan coming back to earth. I remember them guiding me to the exit tunnel. Then I remember going through the tunnel at fast speeds with another light energy being that I believe was my guide back to earth.
Then I remember being in my mothers womb. I remember that the same light energy being that guided me through the tunnel was always around me to protect me. I remember being so comfortable in my mothers womb and somehow I knew that I would only be there for only a few months. I just wanted to take advantage of how cozy and safe I felt in there. I also remember knowing that once I was born, that is when my journey would begin on earth. I remember when my mother was giving birth to me, I didn't want to be born yet. I knew that it was the real deal and I would be on my own. I remember thinking "oh no what did I get myself into". Then it was a blurr for maybe a few months before my true awakening came in as a human being. Where I can see humans and what earth looked like. That is when I started to feel different emotions that we as humans go through.
I remember being in my crib, I must of been maybe between 3 and 6 months. I remember I was laying on my back and my 5 year old sister was trying to put a pacifier in my mouth and I didn't want it, so I kept spitting it out and pushing it out of my mouth with my hands. I remember my sisters face looking down at me and moving her hands saying "oooh your gonna get in trouble I'm gonna tell my mom" that is when I remember feeling my first emotion. I remember feeling worried and scared. I didn't know what getting in trouble was, but I knew it wasn't good or at least that is what my emotions were telling me. Then vaguely from that point on I've had glimpses of my childhood moments.
I remember once, I must of been 3 years old, my brother and I used to watch superman and wonder woman cartoons. I remember we put on towels as capes and we were pretending to be super heroes. We lived in a small apartment on the second floor. I remember the kitchen window was always open and I remember moving a chair to climb up that window because I wanted to fly like superman. As I was getting ready to jump off the window, I remember sensing someone or something (inner voice) not a human being telling me not to do it, that had a purpose to continue living in this world. I didn't know what would happen "obviously thinking about it now I could of died" but being a child I didn't know, I literally thought I could fly. I didn't know what death was at that moment, but I knew something bad would happen if I chose to jump off that window. I'm not sure how to explain it. Maybe that was the moment when my conscious was awakened.
I also remember one late evening around that same period of my life. It felt like a happy moment. I remember a bunch kids from all ages that lived in the same apartment complex were playing outside. They were looking at the sky and saying the stars are coming. I remember feeling excited looking at the sky and all of a sudden the stars were falling. It was such a beautiful moment to see billions of shooting stars. It was almost like glitter falling from the sky. Only children can see this.
Any way I'm still trying to figure out what my plan, my purpose is. I can't remember that piece at all.
Thank you for taking your time in reading this.
I remember being in this realm full of light energy beings. I don't remember seeing any human like shapes it was more like an energy source. I remember it being peaceful and surrounded by other light energy beings just like me. I remember that I had just arrived to this realm. I somehow knew that I had died on earth. I remember seeing this bright goldish tunnel. That was the entrance to this realm. I remember seeing multiple energy beings coming through that tunnel and were being welcomed by other light energy beings. I remember when arrived I was so happy to be back.
I remember looking to my right and there was another tunnel, it was the exit tunnel heading to earth. The color of that tunnel was a mixture of white and bluish beaming lights. I remember seeing these other light bluish energy beings that were talking to a light energy being. It was his turn to return to earth. I remember this light energy being seemed uneasy and didn't want to go back to earth. It seemed like he wasn't ready to face that type of life on earth. I remember seeing these bluish light of energy beings trying to calm him down. "I say him because I had a sense of this light energy being a male".
I remember approaching these bluish energy beings. I see myself communicating with them. I remember saying that I would be willing to take his place. They asked me if I was sure and why would I want to go back to earth as I had just arrived. I felt like someone had to do it and I would be willing to sacrifice. I had this feeling of feeling a little scared but I knew I had to be brave. The bluish energy beings asked me over and over again if I was sure and if I was ready to take on another journey on earth so soon. I somehow knew that this journey wasn't going to be an easy one. I remember the bluish energy beings showing me my purpose or my plan coming back to earth. I remember them guiding me to the exit tunnel. Then I remember going through the tunnel at fast speeds with another light energy being that I believe was my guide back to earth.
Then I remember being in my mothers womb. I remember that the same light energy being that guided me through the tunnel was always around me to protect me. I remember being so comfortable in my mothers womb and somehow I knew that I would only be there for only a few months. I just wanted to take advantage of how cozy and safe I felt in there. I also remember knowing that once I was born, that is when my journey would begin on earth. I remember when my mother was giving birth to me, I didn't want to be born yet. I knew that it was the real deal and I would be on my own. I remember thinking "oh no what did I get myself into". Then it was a blurr for maybe a few months before my true awakening came in as a human being. Where I can see humans and what earth looked like. That is when I started to feel different emotions that we as humans go through.
I remember being in my crib, I must of been maybe between 3 and 6 months. I remember I was laying on my back and my 5 year old sister was trying to put a pacifier in my mouth and I didn't want it, so I kept spitting it out and pushing it out of my mouth with my hands. I remember my sisters face looking down at me and moving her hands saying "oooh your gonna get in trouble I'm gonna tell my mom" that is when I remember feeling my first emotion. I remember feeling worried and scared. I didn't know what getting in trouble was, but I knew it wasn't good or at least that is what my emotions were telling me. Then vaguely from that point on I've had glimpses of my childhood moments.
I remember once, I must of been 3 years old, my brother and I used to watch superman and wonder woman cartoons. I remember we put on towels as capes and we were pretending to be super heroes. We lived in a small apartment on the second floor. I remember the kitchen window was always open and I remember moving a chair to climb up that window because I wanted to fly like superman. As I was getting ready to jump off the window, I remember sensing someone or something (inner voice) not a human being telling me not to do it, that had a purpose to continue living in this world. I didn't know what would happen "obviously thinking about it now I could of died" but being a child I didn't know, I literally thought I could fly. I didn't know what death was at that moment, but I knew something bad would happen if I chose to jump off that window. I'm not sure how to explain it. Maybe that was the moment when my conscious was awakened.
I also remember one late evening around that same period of my life. It felt like a happy moment. I remember a bunch kids from all ages that lived in the same apartment complex were playing outside. They were looking at the sky and saying the stars are coming. I remember feeling excited looking at the sky and all of a sudden the stars were falling. It was such a beautiful moment to see billions of shooting stars. It was almost like glitter falling from the sky. Only children can see this.
Any way I'm still trying to figure out what my plan, my purpose is. I can't remember that piece at all.
Thank you for taking your time in reading this.
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