Hello,
I'll start off by saying I joined here once before under another name but had to leave. I'm glad to be back though! I thought I would Just Tell a little bit of A past life. I am not sure if It was my last one or if it's one that I just happen to have more connections too. This all came from when I was little I haven't really dreamed about this stuff or anything scene I was probably about ten? Mum says everything stopped as soon as I started beginning all my stories with "When I was 2" there are only a few strong feelings now. And I can't really remember anything but a few details and a feeling of being a little bit lost when I think about it or have my Mum Tell me the stories. Anyway I'll Just get too it now!
I would wake up screaming and crying. My Mother Would Come in and ask me questions and everything and I would Demand That she needed to check on my sister. This started even before I had a sister and once she was born it got even worse. I would cry saying I had to save my sister I needed to get her away and Keep her safe Take Care of her. And I would ask how was I going to take care of her when I was a only a child myself (I was probably about 15-17 years old in the dream a detail I remember but probably 16... When I was little I always told Myself I wasn't going to live past 16 years old... Maybe the Indians got me
)? Then I would say Momma Told me to get behind the Fireplace and hide and that the Indians were coming (I think I scraped My Knuckles on the Fire place pushing my sister in). I did as told and made sure My sister was hidden behind me to keep safe. I Used to say they screamed so loud and it was just awful that they had Scalped Momma and Father. Then the Indians set the cabin on fire. I some how got my sister Out the window and we took off running into the woods with her. My Mother now said that I would describe all this exactly and Could even tell her what my dress was like. I think it was Blue. Back to the story. I was tugging and pulling my sister along trying to get her to hurry up that we needed to go into the town (We lived always away from it). I get flashes sometimes of running through the woods as night/dusk trying to get my sister to move. To save my sister. And that is it. My Mum can't remember if I had ever gotten to town with my sister and My Mum can't remember Either. I wish she had written it down.
She thinks I have been Reborn Many times over and that one is just rather important for some reason. I think it is too. I also think that life makes me a bit like me now. I have always had this weird thing for Native American/Indian Culture. I also have always had a knowledge about How settlers lived like when we went to a fort I knew quite a Bit about how everything worked and what they did. In fact One of the tour guides asked me how I knew all this and all I could do was shrug. When I was there I was rather in love with the Dying garden too and was the ONLY one in the whole group who knew what it was. My Grandmother has a Healing stone from a Friend of hers who belongs to a tribe. I have always been in love with it for some reason. I also LOVE farming there is nothing I want to do more then Farm. I am also Very Protective of those I like and Love who I would do anything for and if that means to protect them with my life I have no doubts I would do it. I also Have a keen idea if people are good or bad and I haven't been wrong yet.
So What do you think I should do now? Have any of you had something similar or the same thing?
I'll start off by saying I joined here once before under another name but had to leave. I'm glad to be back though! I thought I would Just Tell a little bit of A past life. I am not sure if It was my last one or if it's one that I just happen to have more connections too. This all came from when I was little I haven't really dreamed about this stuff or anything scene I was probably about ten? Mum says everything stopped as soon as I started beginning all my stories with "When I was 2" there are only a few strong feelings now. And I can't really remember anything but a few details and a feeling of being a little bit lost when I think about it or have my Mum Tell me the stories. Anyway I'll Just get too it now!
I would wake up screaming and crying. My Mother Would Come in and ask me questions and everything and I would Demand That she needed to check on my sister. This started even before I had a sister and once she was born it got even worse. I would cry saying I had to save my sister I needed to get her away and Keep her safe Take Care of her. And I would ask how was I going to take care of her when I was a only a child myself (I was probably about 15-17 years old in the dream a detail I remember but probably 16... When I was little I always told Myself I wasn't going to live past 16 years old... Maybe the Indians got me
)? Then I would say Momma Told me to get behind the Fireplace and hide and that the Indians were coming (I think I scraped My Knuckles on the Fire place pushing my sister in). I did as told and made sure My sister was hidden behind me to keep safe. I Used to say they screamed so loud and it was just awful that they had Scalped Momma and Father. Then the Indians set the cabin on fire. I some how got my sister Out the window and we took off running into the woods with her. My Mother now said that I would describe all this exactly and Could even tell her what my dress was like. I think it was Blue. Back to the story. I was tugging and pulling my sister along trying to get her to hurry up that we needed to go into the town (We lived always away from it). I get flashes sometimes of running through the woods as night/dusk trying to get my sister to move. To save my sister. And that is it. My Mum can't remember if I had ever gotten to town with my sister and My Mum can't remember Either. I wish she had written it down.She thinks I have been Reborn Many times over and that one is just rather important for some reason. I think it is too. I also think that life makes me a bit like me now. I have always had this weird thing for Native American/Indian Culture. I also have always had a knowledge about How settlers lived like when we went to a fort I knew quite a Bit about how everything worked and what they did. In fact One of the tour guides asked me how I knew all this and all I could do was shrug. When I was there I was rather in love with the Dying garden too and was the ONLY one in the whole group who knew what it was. My Grandmother has a Healing stone from a Friend of hers who belongs to a tribe. I have always been in love with it for some reason. I also LOVE farming there is nothing I want to do more then Farm. I am also Very Protective of those I like and Love who I would do anything for and if that means to protect them with my life I have no doubts I would do it. I also Have a keen idea if people are good or bad and I haven't been wrong yet.
So What do you think I should do now? Have any of you had something similar or the same thing?
