azgrl25
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I had a childhood friend that used to live down the street from me. I never felt this kind of connection when I was friends with her growing up, it wasn't until I found her on Facebook that these feelings started to come to me that I really can't explain.
Basically, it feels like i'm "connected" to that family - like I was supposed to be the oldest child (there are 4 kids), and chose to be born into my current family instead. I can't help but feel a sense of missing out on what's going on with them even though I haven't seen them since I was a child.
It's like a knowing that there were two miscarriages before my friend was born...and I was originally supposed to be one of them. I have no idea if the mother miscarried or not so I have no way of validating something like this.
I've never had this kind of feeling before with someone else's family, so i'd like to get some thoughts.
Has anyone experienced anything like this before?
Basically, it feels like i'm "connected" to that family - like I was supposed to be the oldest child (there are 4 kids), and chose to be born into my current family instead. I can't help but feel a sense of missing out on what's going on with them even though I haven't seen them since I was a child.
It's like a knowing that there were two miscarriages before my friend was born...and I was originally supposed to be one of them. I have no idea if the mother miscarried or not so I have no way of validating something like this.
I've never had this kind of feeling before with someone else's family, so i'd like to get some thoughts.
Has anyone experienced anything like this before?