Hi, Recently while out shopping for a Christening gift for a friends baby, I mistakenly walked into a store with insense/atrology/tarot readings. I told the girl in the store I thought it was a different type of store. (I just saw crosses in the window) That being said, I began to walk out and she said my name. I was stunned. She knew things about me right away. I have always been very interested in psychics/past life regression. So I talked to her and she had some interesting things to say the least. Anyway, she said due to a recent trip I had over seas I brought back "negativity" with me. Also, she asked if bad things have happened to me sinse I have been back. I said yes. (lost my job, fiance and had a miscarriage within 30 days) Heavy, I know. Could there be truth to what she says? I know this is about past life and I am getting to that... just explaining why I am here and what sparked my curiousity. Ok, so I've never had a past life regression, but I really want to. My Grandmother on my Mother's side believes in reincarnation and has told me she thinks she knew my father in an old life. (he is not her son, its her daughers son). I always ask her to tell me more, I want specifics. Regardless, I am a horrible sleeper. I get bouts of insomnia that are ridiculous. I can't sleep and have horrible nightmares sinse I was a little girl. Just the other night a friend slept over and mentioned how I sleep with my hands crossed over my chest. (as you would when you stand) And even as a child, I would sleep covering my throat. My Parents found it to be odd, and I would also talk in my sleep. I think I was murdered in my sleep. Maybe stabbed? Perhaps that is why I sleep in a self protective mode? I love the 1940's and wonder if it was around that time? At present time, I am not happy in life, but far from suicidal! (no worries!!) But lately, I seem to think some spiritual help can get me back on track. I don't want to have negativity. I want to have love and everything everyone else has. So right now, I'm blaming a past life. haha Joking aside, the psychic said I was a man in an old life, she offeres past life regression sessions. I am worried now because I have just read up on so much that I will be hynotised into other peoples stories my subconscious remembers. Also, whats the typical session cost? I don't want to get ripped off. I am very well traveled and am also hoping I wont subconsciously talk about the other countries I have visited and convince myself it was a "past life". I know I am all over the place, but thats why my screename says "curious". I just have tons of questions on the subject as it completely fascinates me and I want to have my own story to tell. Also, the psychic lady told me that I have the abilities too, but I am too afraid to use them? I know I have strong intuition and can know if I like someone right off the bat, but I doubt that makes me psychic. Again, this isn't a forum on psychics, I understand...but doesn't it all tie in together with wierd, unexplained phenomenoms? Dreams? I have the most disturbing dreams... Any insight would be appreciated. Thanks, guys!!