I can't certainly say this is a past life expirience but I'm running out of ways to look at the situation. For years since I was a young person I have had reccurring dreams of a specific person. There are a few dreams that occur and my appearance is always different from my physical self but consistent in the dreams. The age of my dream self has remained consistent with the male focus of the dream. The content (or maybe depth?) of the dreams has widened as I became physically mature enough to handle them. For example progressing from only containing the romantic or fluff portion of a relationship (roughly age 11-15) to span more intimate details (16-20's). The romantic events don't alter but the best I can describe it is like seeing more of a film when before your parents always covered your eyes or skipped ahead. For as long back as I am able to remember I've had a feeling of loss/anticipation. I look around each corner as if expecting or hoping to find this person there. Most of the time this is a subconscious action and not a premeditated thought. As my name might suggest I constantly feel like I'm waiting for a piece of myself that has been lost. I have lost loved ones and having the same feelings for a person who may not exist is disconcerting. I'd like to get some input on weather this sounds like a legitimate past life experience or if I'm just batty.