Pre-birth memory

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  1. Rocky

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    My prebirth experience:

    I remember being in this realm full of light energy beings. I don't remember seeing any human like shapes it was more like an energy source. I remember it being peaceful and surrounded by other light energy beings just like me. I remember that I had just arrived to this realm. I somehow knew that I had died on earth. I remember seeing this bright goldish tunnel. That was the entrance to this realm. I remember seeing multiple energy beings coming through that tunnel and were being welcomed by other light energy beings. I remember when arrived I was so happy to be back. I remember looking to my right and there was another tunnel, it was the exit tunnel heading to earth. The color of that tunnel was a mixture of white and bluish beaming lights. I remember seeing these other light bluish energy beings that were talking to a light energy being. It was his turn to return to earth. I remember this light energy being seemed uneasy and didn't want to go back to earth. It seemed like he wasn't ready to face that type of life on earth. I remember seeing these bluish light of energy beings trying to calm him down. "I say him because I had a sense of this light energy being a male". I remember approaching these bluish energy beings. I see myself communicating with them. I remember saying that I would be willing to take his place. They asked me if I was sure and why would I want to go back to earth as I had just arrived. I felt like someone had to do it and I would be willing to sacrifice. I had this feeling of feeling a little scared but I knew I had to be brave. The bluish energy beings asked me over and over again if I was sure and if I was ready to take on another journey on earth so soon. I somehow knew that this journey wasn't going to be an easy one. I remember the bluish energy beings showing me my purpose or my plan coming back to earth. I remember them guiding me to the exit tunnel. Then I remember going through the tunnel at fast speeds with another light energy being that I believe was my guide back to earth. Then I remember being in my mothers womb. I remember that the same light energy being that guided me through the tunnel was always around me to protect me. I remember being so comfortable in my mothers womb and somehow I knew that I would only be there for only a few months. I just wanted to take advantage of how cozy and safe I felt in there. I also remember knowing that once I was born, that is when my journey would begin on earth. I remember when my mother was giving birth to me, I didn't want to be born yet. I knew that it was the real deal and I would be on my own. I remember thinking "oh no what did I get myself into". Then it was a blurr for maybe a few months before my true awakening came in as a human being. Where I can see humans and what earth looked like. That is when I started to feel different emotions that we as humans go through. I remember being in my crib, I must of been maybe between 3 and 6 months. I remember I was laying on my back and my 5 year old sister was trying to put a pacifier in my mouth and I didn't want it, so I kept spitting it out and pushing it out of my mouth with my hands. I remember my sisters face looking down at me and moving her hands saying "oooh your gonna get in trouble I'm gonna tell my mom" that is when I remember feeling my first emotion. I remember feeling worried and scared. I didn't know what getting in trouble was, but I knew it wasn't good or at least that is what my emotions were telling me. Then vaguely from that point on I've had glimpses of my childhood moments. I remember once, I must of been 3 years old, my brother and I used to watch superman and wonder woman cartoons. I remember we put on towels as capes and we were pretending to be super heroes. We lived in a small apartment on the second floor. I remember the kitchen window was always open and I remember moving a chair to climb up that window because I wanted to fly like superman. As I was getting ready to jump off the window, I remember sensing someone or something (inner voice) not a human being telling me not to do it, that had a purpose to continue living in this world. I didn't know what would happen "obviously thinking about it now I could of died" but being a child I didn't know, I literally thought I could fly. I didn't know what death was at that moment, but I knew something bad would happen if I chose to jump off that window. I'm not sure how to explain it. Maybe that was the moment when my conscious was awakened.

    I also remember one late evening around that same period of my life. It felt like a happy moment. I remember a bunch kids from all ages that lived in the same apartment complex were playing outside. They were looking at the sky and saying the stars are coming. I remember feeling excited looking at the sky and all of a sudden the stars were falling. It was such a beautiful moment to see billions of shooting stars. It was almost like glitter falling from the sky. Only children can see this.

    Any way I'm still trying to figure out what my plan, my purpose is. I can't remember that piece at all.

    Thank you for taking your time in reading this.
     
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    Hi, Rocky. Thanks for sharing your memories, they are very interesting. I have some memories of my earliest childhood and feeling out-of-place, I had to pretend to be a human child, but I didn't feel like one, I don't know what I was. I did though feel kind of privileged to be here, it was a curious feeling to be among all these others, they were all human, but I was a spirit or something. It seemed no-one noticed, they just thought I was a human child, and I was somehow grateful to be accepted.
     
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  3. Rocky

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    It's interesting, I also felt the same way. I always thought about my experiences but never talked about it until now. I read a few threads on here and it reassured me that #1 - I am not the only one and #2 - my experiences are real. I now have to figure out my purpose. Do I need to continue searching for answers? Why do I remember so much but yet I feel like I am still missing something?
     
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    There is something about the plan we have before we come here. A lot of different people have talked about this, for example of being with a small group of wise advisors and mapping out what sort of life we will have. There are various key events or occurrences, but also opportunities for choice. It seems we don't just have a single path through life, but like a road map where there are crossroads or a fork in the road, there are various possibilities. These things are not decided in advance, which path we will choose when we come to a place of choice, it is up to us to make things up as we go along, as we see fit.

    In my opinion, because we have choices and multiple possibilities, there isn't any particular need to go on looking for "what we're supposed to do". While we're here, our real purpose is just to live according to our own feelings at the time. Embracing the moment sometimes is all we have to do. In my view of course.

    Of course from NDE (near-death experience) accounts, it is often the case that a person has cause to re-evaluate their purpose. The things they thought were important in life may be discarded as mere fluff, while other things come to the fore. The main thing which comes to light is that our every interaction with others, no matter how seemingly trivial, has consequences. That part of life, of how we are impacting other people, that can become central. However, I've not had an NDE so no-one should listen to my second-hand retelling of these things. Better to look at the topic by reading or listening to first-hand accounts.
     
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    Hi Rocky! Welcome to the forum. :)
    Very interesting about in the womb memory. I too think I have had pre-birth memory but maybe it is a memory being alive in the womb. There it was only darkness and existence. No feelings I could think of, no form to identify with- no I. Just awareness in darkness.

    Cool details! I especially like the fun and the innocent times of looking at the stars or pretending to be super heroes.
    ~CP
     
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    What a story Rocky!
    Let us remember how Trump and Biden were one of those light energy beings as well. Now in this earthly realm trying to figure out their purpose.
     
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    Welcome to the forum, Rocky!
     
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    Welcome to the forum Rocky!

    @Rocky
    , May I ask has your life been easy or hard here on earth during this lifetime? Are you glad you reincarnated so soon? Do you remember your PL at all?
     
  9. Lia1992

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    The mapping out the life thing with wise advisors is very interesting to me as the thing about crossroads and opportunities for choice.
    I've only recently come to believe in reincarnation and I do have a wish now in how my next life should be: I want to be female in my next life and be born into a family who has progressive views about childraising such as extended breastfeeding, co-sleeping and unschooling. These wishes come from the experiences of my current life.

    Now, my question would be this: once I died, would I be given a selection of families based on my wishes and would my wise advisor show me the many roads this life could have? Because that would give me some confidence that I would have chosen the right family and the right social environment.
     
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    Hi Lia1992. I gather that you may still be relatively young.

    In my own case though I subsequently had a successful career, I did not gain a proper 'serious' job until I was already aged 29 years. Yet after that age I found many uplifting events in my life which were previously unimaginable. The future can hold many surprises for us.

    My first suggestion is to always remain optimistic and hopeful for the future. More to the point, if as I assume, you have a large part of this current life ahead of you, then that is where you should be placing your focus, your attention.

    I often tell myself to live life one day at a time. If I make the most of each day, even finding some happiness where I can in the smallest things, then when I turn and look back, I will have had a happy life. Let the troubles of today be sufficient for today, tomorrow will bring its own challenges and joys.

    As for the next life, occasionally I've wondered about what my next life will bring. But mostly I tend to think it will depend upon making the best of the opportunities in the present. When I was younger, in my early 20s, i was very idealistic, I wanted my life to be somehow perfect. But this world isn't perfect, some of the ideas and expectations I'd learned at school or from those around me had to be set aside. Rather than aiming as I originally did, for perfection or nothing, I eventually found a way to appreciate just being myself, as I am at each moment, no more no less, and to take hold of life's opportunities as they appear.

    Sorry I could not really answer your questions about your future life, as I hinted, it seems to me entirely dependent on first doing one's best (in your eyes, no one else's) in this life.
     
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    I am indeed young, will be 29 in August.
    I am idealistic as well but just because the world isn't perfect, doesn't mean that you can't do something about that. I'm not currently politically active but that might change once I have an actual job. And I could maybe fulfill some of my ideals within my family once I have a partner. And it's not that I don't enjoy life. I guess I just like to plan ahead for a potentially better one. :)
     
  12. Polaris8

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    Lia,

    In my opinion we don't make those decision about coming back until we have lived out a lifetime on the higher dimensions on the astral and mental planes after physical death of the body. Once the soul has worked out its karma and the lower ego has realized all its hopes, dreams, unfulfilled wishes, desires and asperations on those dimensions of reality only then do we transcend from the lower worlds of duality to the soul plane which is above time, space and matter. It is there where we make the decision about coming back if we feel the need or urge to. Even then we make those decisions from a soul level of consciousness rather than from a human level. Yes we do have wise advisors to help narrow down the decision of planning out a lifetime where we could gain the most spiritual growth and opportunity from. As there are several scenarios to chose from. These decisions are usually bases on souls we already have a karmic links with from our many past lives on earth so that all can benefit from the experience.

    Plus those involved must agree as well because once we commit to being physical again its hard to turn back and withdraw from the physical body. This occasionally still happens if the body is not in good health, strong enough or the circumstances surrounding the lifetime chosen are not right in which case the soul will withdraw from the situation and start over. This is how still births occur or the baby does not live long. Parents of the child take this situation very hard feeling it was something they did to cause the child to die. Not realizing that the soul is eternal and that it withdrew from the situation until a later time. When this happens parents must realize that the soul is untouched by the death of the body. As is in fact perfectly fine on the other side of the veil of reality. The timing was just not right and the parents should try again to have a child or if they are not able to perhaps to adopt as the soul will find an avenue that way to return to the family it really belongs to.

    From a soul point of view it does not matter how they got here just so long that they are here. Once they are here they will navigate their way to place in that lifetime where they need to be or where to go. Any in fact some plan it this way ahead of time while on the other side realizing they have to find creative ways to incarnate into the physical world just to get here as the demand for being here is very great!!!! After all supply and demand. And trust me the demand to be here is far greater then the supply.

    Love and peace always.

    Polaris
     
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    Thank you for your reply! :)

    Well, I don't believe in karma and I don't believe in hierarchies either so I don't accept that belief (I hope i don't hurt you by stating that). Also, due to me being a preemie, my body was indeed not in a good health and yet my soul stayed so it can't have been that. And as a trans woman I do feel like I'm not in my right body and wish that I had been born a girl. I further wished that I had been born to parents with a more progressive view on childraising like extended breastfeeding and selfweaning, co-sleeping and unschooling. These wishes must mean something! Otherwise why bother to return if you don't have any choice for your next life and cannot choose based on your experience and situation in your last life.

    Also, how do I know whether I am a younger soul or one that has already lived out a lifetime on the higher dimensions on the astral and mental planes after physical death of the body? Based on my wishes of a next life, what would you say? :)

    Love and peace always,

    Lia
     
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    When I was young I kept saying I wanted to go back home to "Imagination-land' where we all could fly and the sky was full of colors. I started talking at about 6 months, before that I recall I could communicate to my friend in a stroller with my mind we used gestures and laughter, and imagining colors...I guided him to understand, but we both linked psychically. I recall being in my mother's womb, as a red sort of space/and that she was rocking my in a rocking chair a lot...it was draining and stressful but she was so determined to be a good mother and she is. My brother is younger than me, and I dont know if he has memories of it he cant really remember that much. It's something unique to me. I have "Schizophrenia' I was born in winter, and my brother does not but he is just as aware so I guess i was unlucky with the mental illness.

    It did give me powerful intuition though...its complicated. Great to read your story!
     
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    Such a wonderful story of yours Rocky. Welcome
     
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    There was this documentary that I watched about traveling back while you are in the womb. How lucky you are to feel it, Rocky. Thanks for sharing it to us.
     
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    Do you still know the name of the documentary? I‘d be interested to watch it.
     
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    Hi I only have very vague memories of coming into this lifetime. All I can seem to remember is my energy traveling through space and then next thing I know I'm in the womb and thats the earliest I can remember of this lifetime.
     
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    So was it like an immediate transition without visiting a higher plane?
     
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    Perhaps whatever was before is not remembered. Lots of our past, even the current lifetime, is not remembered. That is, I don't think we could assume anything 'immediate' - at least that would be my opinion.
     
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    Speedwell is right I can't remember anything prior to that. I can't remember any of my past lives and kind of don't care to remember. I'd rather know more about my future in this life as well as any future lives then past lives.
     
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    I agree with you on that although I‘m still a little bit interested in who I was before but WAY more interested in who I could be next.
    I also don’t remember any past life or the time between lives. But I’m very interested in how that time would look like because whatever the other planes look like, they’d tell us so much about the universe simply in how they’re structured. Like, I don’t believe in hierarchies so I also don’t believe that there are different levels in the afterlife. Nor do I believe in fate (unless it’s a good one, then I‘d be up for it ;) ).
     
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    What do you mean by there not being anything immediate? Like, do we have some time in the afterlife before we return?
     
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    Yes, that was my meaning. I don't have any description or detail, but there was a fairly long interval between one life and the next for me. I did ask myself whether I might be mistaken (that is, did I have an intervening Earth lifetime but not remembered it), but there are two main reasons why I think it unlikely (for me that is). First, the life which I do recall was pretty overwhelming, with lots of unresolved issues to be dealt with. Those things felt very fresh, despite the passage of time in Earthly terms. Secondly, I don't have any particular resonance or instinct over anything in the intervening period - though from a historical perspective it was a significant time with a great deal of of events taking place.

    Of course it is possible to simply be haunting or wandering the surface of the Earth during that time, but my instinct is that I was in some other situation - people use words like dimensions, planes and so on. But I can't really say anything apart from 'not here'.

    As for possible future lifetimes, I have no particular interest in those for myself. Where I am right now is more than enough to be dealing with. I tend to have a saying, even within this life: "Let the problems of the day be sufficient for the day". I don't look too far ahead even in this lifetime. I'm happy in the knowledge that things have often turned out much better than I could have anticipated. I like to let things unfold as they will, naturally. A bit like a gardener. There is only a certain amount to be done, then it comes down to letting nature play its part and it cannot be hurried.
     
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    Hey Polaris, how are you?

    I read this reply of yours and I have several questions:

    1) If the demand is far greater than the supply, does this mean that there are a dozen souls in the afterlife waiting to reincarnate, either alone or together?

    2) You wrote that "Once the soul has worked out its karma and the lower ego has realized all its hopes, dreams, unfulfilled wishes, desires and asperations on those dimensions of reality only then do we transcend from the lower worlds of duality to the soul plane which is above time, space and matter." Do you mean that we have to work out these desires etc within our life on Earth? What if we don't work them out? Will we have a greater urge to come back and what does that mean for our time in the afterlife between lives? And will not working our desires our affect our karma?

    3) If two souls have a karmic link but different desires, is that one of those cases where they are born in different places and find each other later in life?
     
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    Lia1992,

    This is my just opinion and experience while Out of the body.

    1. There are always a lot of souls coming and going to and from the physical plane. As it is here where we unfold the most. However earth is only one of many planets in the cosmos to have experience on. The options are mind boggling to chose from.

    2. All of us must spend some time on the higher dimensions to work out karma that we could not work out here before reincarnating back into the physical. So in a senses we live out a physical, astral and mental plane lifetime which is connected to the present ego and personality we have at present. The reason for this is so the lower ego can fulfill all that it is capable of during that lifetime. So the higher attributes, principals, loves and higher thoughts and asperations of the soul can be realized in higher matter. This is why to some this is called a heaven. So certain traits are added while others are dropped off since we have no use for them anymore.

    Once this occurs then the soul which resonates beyond the mind can determine if it need further spiritual growth and or evolution in consciousness. If this is the case then a new ego and personality is created to manifest back into the lower worlds of duality, time and space. The old personalities are added to the souls overall consciousness but the memory of it is buried in the collective subconsciousness and will not be remember by the new ego and personality that is to be created in the new lifetime. Which is why many don't remember their PL.

    3. What binds us to other souls is simply karma. It can be good or bad karma but to the soul it's just karma as soul resonates beyond the concept of good or bad, right or wrong as these are the traits of duality of the lower mind. However soul resonates beyond the mind and duality for it is eternal in nature. So it is just wanting experience nothing more. It does so, so that it may know itself by its own experiences. However we tend to incarnate with those who are apart of our soul group which aids us in our evolution as soul. So yes! we will find each other sooner or later in life.

    Love and peace always.

    P.
     
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    Thank you, Polaris, for this detailed reply but I'm afraid that this leads me to follow-up questions. :)

    1. You said that Earth is only one of many planets to have experiences on. I know that this is a controversial topic among this forum (similarly with parallel universes and reincarnate into the past and the meaning of time when reincarnating) so I wonder whether if you would like to dm me to answer that or if you have a good book recommendation or other media like a YouTube video on that subject.

    2. So, to use a specific example of a desire I hold: due to me being a preemie and my mom not being able to breastfeed me (I further explain that here: Will my unfulfilled wishes and desires in this life influence my choice for a next life? | Reincarnation Forum), I have developed a desire to experience that again. If that desire cannot be meat (for instance through roleplaying with a partner), I wish that I'd have a better experience in my next life in that my mother in my next life would practice extended breastfeeding with me (there is a brilliant article on that topic here: 10 Reasons to Breastfeed an Older Child | Happiness is here (happinessishereblog.com) ). So, how would that desire be related to karma and spiritual growth and going back to reincarnate? :)

    3. This is another topic where I have a strong desire: I want to find a partner (or more since I'm polyamorous). But there are several aspects that make me doubt whether i will find the right partner(s): first, I'm extremely shy. Second, I don't believe in marriage as I feel that it would chain me to one particular person so I'm not free to be in a relationship with another one. Or if I don't ant to continue that relationship with the married person anymore (of course I'm aware of the concept of devorce but that's another reason why I just don't wanna marry: the bureaucracy involved). Thirdly, I'm an aromantic person meaning that I don't develop romantic feelings for another person but I do have sexual feelings. And fourthly, there is my desire mentioned in in the second question. So in short, I don't know whether I will find the right person. Now, of course, I don't know whether I have a soul group and what we decided together (that's the drawback in planning, isn't it? When you can't remember what you planned?) and whether my current circumstances were considered as part of that plan. How will it be guaranteed that my sould mates will find me and how will I know? If I even have them? And again, how does this relate to karma? :)

    Love and peace always,

    Luca
     
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    Hey Rocky,
    I have been questioning my sanity for a few years. Dreams , images, that are so vivid and detailed. It felt as if it was bleeding in my reality. I too have pre-birth memories. You made me feel so relieved. I know the white room of maps. I always saw myself assisting someone. When they tell me my new life was available. I always wondered what I was teaching. I was an Advisor. It makes so much sense. I too was hesitant to come back. I remember the being tell me I didn't have to go. I wanted to keep my word .
    I was so excited to be a pretty girl. Smh. They told me times would be different then the last time.
     

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