JustinTime
Probationary
Excuse me if I may sound like I am ranting...
My parents have been extremely abusive of me since my childhood years (I am now almost 30), and everything has gone well for them. They have physically and emotionally abused me for years, trying to force me to do things for their own personal satisfaction and status, never paying attention for once to how I would feel and how I would be affected by their selfish abuse.
Yet things continue to go well for them, they continue to make a ton of money, they were not abused by their parents, they are not sympathetic to my plight and how it has caused depression and mental illness in me for many years. I've noticed that things in life tend to go well for them at my expense, ie, if there's an event that would be good for them but bad for me, it would always happen this way, and not the other way around.
Why do they get to treat their own child like this yet God / karma does absolutely nothing, in fact, even rewarding them with even better luck? They now take lots of vacations and travel around the world, never answering my phone, never giving a **** about my mental and physical state, my inability to find a decent job because of physical and mental abuse and lack of social support.
Why does God or karma allow bad people to get so much, and continue getting more and more, whereas good people never get a lucky break?
Really don't understand for the sake of me.
My parents have been extremely abusive of me since my childhood years (I am now almost 30), and everything has gone well for them. They have physically and emotionally abused me for years, trying to force me to do things for their own personal satisfaction and status, never paying attention for once to how I would feel and how I would be affected by their selfish abuse.
Yet things continue to go well for them, they continue to make a ton of money, they were not abused by their parents, they are not sympathetic to my plight and how it has caused depression and mental illness in me for many years. I've noticed that things in life tend to go well for them at my expense, ie, if there's an event that would be good for them but bad for me, it would always happen this way, and not the other way around.
Why do they get to treat their own child like this yet God / karma does absolutely nothing, in fact, even rewarding them with even better luck? They now take lots of vacations and travel around the world, never answering my phone, never giving a **** about my mental and physical state, my inability to find a decent job because of physical and mental abuse and lack of social support.
Why does God or karma allow bad people to get so much, and continue getting more and more, whereas good people never get a lucky break?
Really don't understand for the sake of me.
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