Dreamer02
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first off - i'm new to the forums, i've had two different types of past life visions.
The first is one single flashback, a time when i was in a meditative state, i got to view an event which was similar to a movie - only i could smell, feel, think and everything was vidid.
The second was not one single flashback, nor any details. when i was a young child i got very disturbed by the sound of planes and bombings which was on the tv (i don't remember, parents told me i freaked out hid under the bed and wouldnt speak for days) i must have been about 3 years old at this time. also at various points in my life, war sirens and the sound of planes flying overhead causes terror (the main feelings i remember are heartbreak and terror) - however gunshots and firing does not.
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the first thing i remembered, was being in the body of a young girl, judging by her body she was just entering teens, very thin and under fed, with blonde dirty hair and pale skin.
she lived with an older carer women, but this women was very mean, strict and generally a housekeeper type.
outside in the streets the ground was mud paths or cobble paths (not proper roads), the houses were grey stone, the ceilings on the inside had beams across. the doors we're large thick and oak like (as were the tables).
the houses used fires to heat in fireplaces.
there were no cars, but i do remember horses. some horses were carrying a cart with posh people in it (people with smarter clothes, perhaps white shirts and a black jacket or hat)
the people spoke in a different language, but it is 'too muffled' to recall how it sounded, since i remember more 'mood' and emotion from the flashback than actual words themselves. (unsure about language)
- the clothes were mostly browns or dirty white, rag type clothes.
- peoples hair, no one had black hair. everyone had either brown, ginger or blonde hair. and everyone had pale skin.
- there was a lot of trees/forest area and possibly a lake, the village seemed to have a lot of forest area surrounding it.
(beggining the flashback - this is in detail)
i was frightened, and shouting at the old lady, trying to ask what was going on i was scared. As this large man came into the room. the old lady didnt look at me, she left the room to wait outside in the other room.
so this older man (he looked in his 30/40s) was sort of fat build and had ginger hair (which was bald on the top but round the edge bright ginger), he ripped off my clothes fast, as i was screaming, and backed me onto this table.
i distinctly remember the 'view' being mainly looking Up at the ceiling, and then to his face, to the side and trying to ignore it happening. he started to rape me (yes, on the table), he was going to quick.
i remember hearing grunting and panting noises...
he had like a dirty white overall shirt, and maybe brown trousers, a dirty sweaty look. (and sort of pale pinkish skin.)
he forced his way into me and it felt like a ripping hurting thumping pain as he held my legs apart.
and it hurt, after doing it, he pulled away and stood up, and walked out. (this is how i remember the beams on the ceiling, i saw it when i was lying down).
as the man walked out i was in shock physically and mentally, but more than anything i wanted to ask 'why? why did that happen?' i didnt understand why. so i questioned the carer, but she was stern and hit me hard just for questionning.
i remember crying and running out of the house.
i remember her wondering the streets for a few days. this is where i saw the horse and cart, the people on the streets, and the forest. it was cold outside.
i then cut forwards to a time which could not have been much later on, where the girl was dying. it could have been a disease, or more likely it felt like she got flu/virus and was too weak to continue in a frail underfed body. I just remember being so weak, ill and dying.
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many apoligies for talking in the 1st person sometimes, and then going into 3rd person... i find it confusing enough as it is.
Ok - any input would be cool. sorry for the long post!
The first is one single flashback, a time when i was in a meditative state, i got to view an event which was similar to a movie - only i could smell, feel, think and everything was vidid.
The second was not one single flashback, nor any details. when i was a young child i got very disturbed by the sound of planes and bombings which was on the tv (i don't remember, parents told me i freaked out hid under the bed and wouldnt speak for days) i must have been about 3 years old at this time. also at various points in my life, war sirens and the sound of planes flying overhead causes terror (the main feelings i remember are heartbreak and terror) - however gunshots and firing does not.
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the first thing i remembered, was being in the body of a young girl, judging by her body she was just entering teens, very thin and under fed, with blonde dirty hair and pale skin.
she lived with an older carer women, but this women was very mean, strict and generally a housekeeper type.
outside in the streets the ground was mud paths or cobble paths (not proper roads), the houses were grey stone, the ceilings on the inside had beams across. the doors we're large thick and oak like (as were the tables).
the houses used fires to heat in fireplaces.
there were no cars, but i do remember horses. some horses were carrying a cart with posh people in it (people with smarter clothes, perhaps white shirts and a black jacket or hat)
the people spoke in a different language, but it is 'too muffled' to recall how it sounded, since i remember more 'mood' and emotion from the flashback than actual words themselves. (unsure about language)
- the clothes were mostly browns or dirty white, rag type clothes.
- peoples hair, no one had black hair. everyone had either brown, ginger or blonde hair. and everyone had pale skin.
- there was a lot of trees/forest area and possibly a lake, the village seemed to have a lot of forest area surrounding it.
(beggining the flashback - this is in detail)
i was frightened, and shouting at the old lady, trying to ask what was going on i was scared. As this large man came into the room. the old lady didnt look at me, she left the room to wait outside in the other room.
so this older man (he looked in his 30/40s) was sort of fat build and had ginger hair (which was bald on the top but round the edge bright ginger), he ripped off my clothes fast, as i was screaming, and backed me onto this table.
i distinctly remember the 'view' being mainly looking Up at the ceiling, and then to his face, to the side and trying to ignore it happening. he started to rape me (yes, on the table), he was going to quick.
i remember hearing grunting and panting noises...
he had like a dirty white overall shirt, and maybe brown trousers, a dirty sweaty look. (and sort of pale pinkish skin.)
he forced his way into me and it felt like a ripping hurting thumping pain as he held my legs apart.
and it hurt, after doing it, he pulled away and stood up, and walked out. (this is how i remember the beams on the ceiling, i saw it when i was lying down).
as the man walked out i was in shock physically and mentally, but more than anything i wanted to ask 'why? why did that happen?' i didnt understand why. so i questioned the carer, but she was stern and hit me hard just for questionning.
i remember crying and running out of the house.
i remember her wondering the streets for a few days. this is where i saw the horse and cart, the people on the streets, and the forest. it was cold outside.
i then cut forwards to a time which could not have been much later on, where the girl was dying. it could have been a disease, or more likely it felt like she got flu/virus and was too weak to continue in a frail underfed body. I just remember being so weak, ill and dying.
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many apoligies for talking in the 1st person sometimes, and then going into 3rd person... i find it confusing enough as it is.
Ok - any input would be cool. sorry for the long post!
