insearchof_1785
insearchof_1785
Hello,
I'm posting here in hopes of healing myself of the cruel life I had a long, long time ago. I've healed over several life times myself and it is this one in particular (not my current life, but the past life I shall describe) that haunts me so much still. I miss the sights and the sounds of that life, the better part of it at-least. I miss the people whom I loved so dearly and it pains me to know one of them still has an incredibly difficult time with dealing with their part in the life we shared.
I personally don't wish to claim being someone from a well-known family for personal gain or self-ego. I just want healing mainly. I mainly want in someway to be reunited with my family. Especially my sister. Ma soeur. She was my only friend in everything. I still have immense sadness knowing of what they did to my family. I say my family because I have validated with others and it's amazing feeling to be validated but it still is painful to know not everyone has come back.
I'm making this thread in hopes that somehow I can find Therese or maybe she will appear. I know that is a pipe-dream to some but again I'm not claiming to be a famous person because of ego or writing about this to promote myself as just another famous past life incarnate. I just want solace and peace. I hope this thread also isn't in any way a violation of the forum rules. I just want my sister back.
Thanks for listening,
Louis.
I'm posting here in hopes of healing myself of the cruel life I had a long, long time ago. I've healed over several life times myself and it is this one in particular (not my current life, but the past life I shall describe) that haunts me so much still. I miss the sights and the sounds of that life, the better part of it at-least. I miss the people whom I loved so dearly and it pains me to know one of them still has an incredibly difficult time with dealing with their part in the life we shared.
I personally don't wish to claim being someone from a well-known family for personal gain or self-ego. I just want healing mainly. I mainly want in someway to be reunited with my family. Especially my sister. Ma soeur. She was my only friend in everything. I still have immense sadness knowing of what they did to my family. I say my family because I have validated with others and it's amazing feeling to be validated but it still is painful to know not everyone has come back.
I'm making this thread in hopes that somehow I can find Therese or maybe she will appear. I know that is a pipe-dream to some but again I'm not claiming to be a famous person because of ego or writing about this to promote myself as just another famous past life incarnate. I just want solace and peace. I hope this thread also isn't in any way a violation of the forum rules. I just want my sister back.
Thanks for listening,
Louis.