It's been a while since i updated the account of my previous life as Lisbet, and i've recalled plenty more memories of her since, most of them are pleasant, and some are not so pleasant, but i treasure them all.
For those of you who don't know anything about Lisbet, i'll try to give you a quick summary: Up until June of last year, when i joined this forum, i'd been having recurring nightmares through my entire life, of being a little girl and losing my life in a volcanic eruption. Shortly after becoming a member here, i went for a regression, and that revealed that my name was Lisbet, and that i was a 12 year old girl living in Ecuador in the mid 1950's. Further research showed that the volcano that i perished under was called Sangay, and that it erupted on June 2nd 1957, which just happens to be my birthday 8 years later. Sangay is a very active volcano, but the eruption in June 1957 was only a minor one, Lisbet happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.
You can read about those memories in more detail by clicking here.
Since i posted about my nightmares and regression, i've learnt to meditate, and through this i've received many more memories of Lisbet. Some of them you can find scattered around various threads in the forum, some of them are too personal to post about. I've been able to remember her death, which was very hard. I've remembered her being raped by her own father, this also gave me a difficult time. But there have been many nice, everyday memories, like going to school, playing in the river, fishing with my father, travelling to the village by donkey, one or two "romantic" memories..
.. these are to name a few. I've even met Lisbet face to face through meditation.
Yesterday, while meditating, i recalled several names of places. The name "Cosanga" popped up when i saw myself as Lisbet in the small village that she used to travel to with her father, to trade goods for food. I also got the name "Yacaharu", which i'll come back to later.
I was very excited to receive these memories, and my hands were shaking as i looked up each name on Google. I was amazed to find that there is indeed a village called Cosanga. I read everything that was available, and when i saw pictures of this village, some of them were instantly recognizable. Whilst reading about the area around Cosanga, i came across pictures of a river called Yanayacu, a remarkably similar sounding name to the "Yacaharu" that i recalled in the meditation. Again, some of the pictures i recognized, and they took me back to some of the many happy times Lisbet had, playing in the water there.
Remembering the name of that village has opened up a whole new avenue for me to research, and so far i've found many pictures of the village, pictures of the dwelling places, other buildings, and pictures of the volcano itself. They've all brought the memories flooding back.
Recently i've been struggling to accept Lisbet's life (or maybe she's been struggling to accept mine?) The line between her life and mine has been very blurry at times, but now i feel that i've discovered a huge piece of the jigsaw, and that line has become a bit more focused. For now i feel a lot more settled in myself. I think the next step in my journey, is that i'd really like to travel to Ecuador some day, and return to my past. I think that's what i need to do in order to heal fully.
Thanks for reading
Chris..
For those of you who don't know anything about Lisbet, i'll try to give you a quick summary: Up until June of last year, when i joined this forum, i'd been having recurring nightmares through my entire life, of being a little girl and losing my life in a volcanic eruption. Shortly after becoming a member here, i went for a regression, and that revealed that my name was Lisbet, and that i was a 12 year old girl living in Ecuador in the mid 1950's. Further research showed that the volcano that i perished under was called Sangay, and that it erupted on June 2nd 1957, which just happens to be my birthday 8 years later. Sangay is a very active volcano, but the eruption in June 1957 was only a minor one, Lisbet happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.
You can read about those memories in more detail by clicking here.
Since i posted about my nightmares and regression, i've learnt to meditate, and through this i've received many more memories of Lisbet. Some of them you can find scattered around various threads in the forum, some of them are too personal to post about. I've been able to remember her death, which was very hard. I've remembered her being raped by her own father, this also gave me a difficult time. But there have been many nice, everyday memories, like going to school, playing in the river, fishing with my father, travelling to the village by donkey, one or two "romantic" memories..
Yesterday, while meditating, i recalled several names of places. The name "Cosanga" popped up when i saw myself as Lisbet in the small village that she used to travel to with her father, to trade goods for food. I also got the name "Yacaharu", which i'll come back to later.
I was very excited to receive these memories, and my hands were shaking as i looked up each name on Google. I was amazed to find that there is indeed a village called Cosanga. I read everything that was available, and when i saw pictures of this village, some of them were instantly recognizable. Whilst reading about the area around Cosanga, i came across pictures of a river called Yanayacu, a remarkably similar sounding name to the "Yacaharu" that i recalled in the meditation. Again, some of the pictures i recognized, and they took me back to some of the many happy times Lisbet had, playing in the water there.
Remembering the name of that village has opened up a whole new avenue for me to research, and so far i've found many pictures of the village, pictures of the dwelling places, other buildings, and pictures of the volcano itself. They've all brought the memories flooding back.
Recently i've been struggling to accept Lisbet's life (or maybe she's been struggling to accept mine?) The line between her life and mine has been very blurry at times, but now i feel that i've discovered a huge piece of the jigsaw, and that line has become a bit more focused. For now i feel a lot more settled in myself. I think the next step in my journey, is that i'd really like to travel to Ecuador some day, and return to my past. I think that's what i need to do in order to heal fully.
Thanks for reading
Chris..
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