I'd be cautious when consulting a psychic. There are, as with all people, the good and the bad.
Here's the thing- we have to find our own journey in life, and no one can tell where to go or how to find it. That is for us to do.
Also, and I know this is not going to feel comforting right now, but this may have been a blessing in disguise for you. Sometimes what we feel may be right for us, or it is what we want, isn't necessarily what is best for us or, the better outcome.
I've had this happen a lot. Most recently, I was working myself into a stress filled frenzy trying to get into this internship, I so desperately wanted.
When I couldn't get in, and saw the mountain of work that I would need to do to even try again to get it, I felt out of sorts. Not even a month later, a newer opportunity came up. I took it, and have never been better!
So, sometimes life works in funny ways.