Thanks for the reply.
The grey and white uniforms could easily place you in WW2
The combination of snow and white uniform could mean you were part of the Ardennes offensive (Malmedy, Sankt Vith, Bastogne etc) BUT I sense a overlap here
There were no trenches nor did Soldiers marched across a field so that could be that your mind combined WWI and II together (I have lived in both so can easily pick up what happened were, the Germans wore white in the Ardennes and we cursed that because it made them harder to see, sometimes guys stole the smocks from dead or POWs, this is what I just recall after reading that part)
The dreams/memories I had weren't of marching flanks, but of an assault with soldiers running across at our position and supported by artillery and tanks. And it wasn't so much a trench as it was a fighting hole/fox hole for a machine gun position. For some reason I get the feeling that it was in Russia or somewhere in Eastern Europe on the defensive from the Russian advance. But it's not really clear anymore. I haven't had those dreams in probably 10 years or so, ever since I went to Germany to live. They weren't a common occurrence anyway even when I was growing up. They would happen maybe every few months or only a couple times a year. But when they did happen, they were as vivid as real life. I could feel the cold, the fear, the noise, everything. And I'd wake up scared to death, because I'd just seen myself die. It was crazy, and I'm kind of glad I don't have them anymore.
The reason as to why you were drawn to Germany and the German language is also an indicator that you lived there
The reason as to why you met that girl and can now leave it behind? Probably because you 2 needed to meet in order to close that chapter of your life
That's what I think too. It's almost as if my past self was trying to get back home to see my wife/girlfriend, since I didn't make it home before. Once that was accomplished, and I discovered that trying to learn the German language to live there was going to be very, very difficult, I was able to return home, though completely brokenhearted. But of course I met someone else (the girl from Scotland) and am now married 10 years with 2 boys, 9 and 3.
The magnet to Scotland/England? Many had multiple lives and lived in various places
I've logged my past lives and only need to post my final 2 lives memories then they're all listed (unwillingly you just provided a flashback to Bastogne where I was as an US Airborne, but that's fine with me)
I'm not sure what's going on there either. But the memories/dreams that come sporadically are not 'war' or military dreams. They're just general memories of being in a village in the countryside, probably around the 17th or 18th century from what I can tell. I definitely wasn't doing anything interesting. lol. I was just living a quiet life in the English countryside, I guess. Maybe as a farmer? I'm not even 100% positive it was England, but it somehow
feels that way.
And I have no idea how many previous lives I've lived. I only have memories now of 2. But if wisdom is any indicator, it's not many more! lol
Your memories can come at it's own time, when the spirits want you to remember or you can jog it yourself, the board is full of great tools for that
Some other things to add about me: I was born in Hollywood and given up for adoption. Paperwork states that bio-dad was 24 and a LAPD officer, and bio-mom was 22 and a secretary. I grew up with my adoptive parents in a suburb of LA. My sister is also adopted. Not sure what this means as far as past lives or the 'karmic wheel'.
I've also played guitar all my life and am a really good songwriter for hard rock style music. I've always been making up songs and lyrics all my life. Unfortunately, I missed the boat on making it as a pro, though we got very close. But I still play for fun with a band today, as I always have.
Thanks! I'll poke a round a bit more on this forum.
-Kevin