After having memories of a past life and after I met someone from that life in this life, I have problems with moving on.
I feel that my past life experiences, though they have been very interesting, are somehow taking over my life. It comes and goes, sometimes it's worse and sometimes I feel better. But I don't have anyone to discuss these matters with, so that's why I hope to maybe get some answers and ideas from here.
My story in brief: On a vacation in another country I met one man from a past life. This evoked a lot of feelings in me and made me realize that I had been living there before. I met this person a few times but I don't know his name or much else about him. My story is not only about him but also about my love for this country which has lead me to learn the language and move there for almost a year.
Now I'm back home and together with another man from that country. I constantly feel the longing to go back. As I saw someone else write in the forum about longing to go home, this is exactly how it feels. I want to go home and I feel I don't belong here. But it's not possible right now for me to go back for several reasons.
My problem is also that I have been thinking about and missing this other man every day since I met him almost two years ago. It may sound crazy, but to me it's the person he was that I miss, since I don't know much about his personality in this life. I can't contact him and don't really know his name even though I know approximately where I could find him. But I really wish that I could know him just a little bit also in this life. I guess it's like missing someone who died, but know that he's still alive in another country, but you can't contact him. Though in this life of course his personality could be a lot different.
In our past life he died very suddenly in a young age, and I guess that's what makes it so hard for me to just let it go. When I see someone who reminds me just a little bit of him I get a desperate feeling of sadness, but it also helps me to remember his face again. It's not necessarily a romantic relationship, we could also have been very close friends or siblings, I am not clear about this yet. But I always wonder: What could be the reason for us meeting again in this life if we're not meant to be in touch?
I would like to have a closure on this, to accept things as they are, but it's so hard. I have been thinking about seeing a regression therapist or listening to a regression tape again, but at the same time I'm afraid because maybe I will experience something that would make me feel worse. Or maybe I will experience other past lives which I don't think I can handle since this one is taking all my focus.
Sorry for writing so much and if it's a bit unclear but recently I have felt very upset and insecure about how to deal with all this, and hope to maybe get some advice from someone who has experienced something similar.
I feel that my past life experiences, though they have been very interesting, are somehow taking over my life. It comes and goes, sometimes it's worse and sometimes I feel better. But I don't have anyone to discuss these matters with, so that's why I hope to maybe get some answers and ideas from here.
My story in brief: On a vacation in another country I met one man from a past life. This evoked a lot of feelings in me and made me realize that I had been living there before. I met this person a few times but I don't know his name or much else about him. My story is not only about him but also about my love for this country which has lead me to learn the language and move there for almost a year.
Now I'm back home and together with another man from that country. I constantly feel the longing to go back. As I saw someone else write in the forum about longing to go home, this is exactly how it feels. I want to go home and I feel I don't belong here. But it's not possible right now for me to go back for several reasons.
My problem is also that I have been thinking about and missing this other man every day since I met him almost two years ago. It may sound crazy, but to me it's the person he was that I miss, since I don't know much about his personality in this life. I can't contact him and don't really know his name even though I know approximately where I could find him. But I really wish that I could know him just a little bit also in this life. I guess it's like missing someone who died, but know that he's still alive in another country, but you can't contact him. Though in this life of course his personality could be a lot different.
In our past life he died very suddenly in a young age, and I guess that's what makes it so hard for me to just let it go. When I see someone who reminds me just a little bit of him I get a desperate feeling of sadness, but it also helps me to remember his face again. It's not necessarily a romantic relationship, we could also have been very close friends or siblings, I am not clear about this yet. But I always wonder: What could be the reason for us meeting again in this life if we're not meant to be in touch?
I would like to have a closure on this, to accept things as they are, but it's so hard. I have been thinking about seeing a regression therapist or listening to a regression tape again, but at the same time I'm afraid because maybe I will experience something that would make me feel worse. Or maybe I will experience other past lives which I don't think I can handle since this one is taking all my focus.
Sorry for writing so much and if it's a bit unclear but recently I have felt very upset and insecure about how to deal with all this, and hope to maybe get some advice from someone who has experienced something similar.