Continue: (Part Three!)
Now as for my favorite make-believe childhood games validating the many past lives that I had:
(1.) Me playing a medieval knight/soldier while playing the games "The Bad King!" and "Knights and Castles" probably validate my past life dreams as French knight during the Hundred Years War and
(2.) Me playing the damsel in distress or various damsels in distress while playing the games "The Bad King!", "Knights and Castles!", and etc probably validates all my past life dreams as (1.) a child or a teenage girl somewhere in Ancient Celtic times running from a man who was going to do something evil to me (I do not know what.), (2.) as a woman or a teenage girl in Ancient Germania when an enemy tribe was raiding my village and abducting and enslaving women and children,
(3.) being abducted and enslaved as a teenage girl by the Vikings after a Viking raid in Anglo-Saxion England,
(4.) being an in a village during the Viking Age in a raid as a little Viking girl (Maybe abducted and enslaved after the raid.),
(5.) being chased by soldiers in the abbey as Medieval English nun because they wanted the keys I was holding, (5) being sexually molested, sexually assaulted/raped, and then murdered while getting ready for my wedding on my wedding day by my friend as noblewoman or a gentlewoman in Sixteenth-Century Scotland, and finally
(6.) being chased and then cornered by laughing British Victorian soldiers in as a woman in Victorian Britain. I do know for sure but, I was probably sexually assaulted/raped during the raids or after the raids as a slave in many of the past lives above but, I do not remember.
There were probably many other times in my past lives that I was sexually harassed, sexually assaulted/raped, abducted, and/or forcibly married but, I have no memories of them but, I have a whole lot of hints that they probably happened. My favorite make-believe childhood games, especially the game "The Bad King!", probably being one of the biggest hints.
Maybe the game, "The Bad King!", might hint of me being a very wealthy medieval heiress or a widow that was abducted by a medieval nobleman/lord or a medieval knight, raped, and was forced to get married to him because he wanted to my wealthy inheritance in a past life. And/or it might hint of me being pursued, sexually harassed, and/or sexually assaulted/raped or captured, abducted, sexually harassed, and/or sexually assaulted/raped and was to forced to become a concubine, a so-called "wife", and/or a actual lawfully wedded wife to friendly and/or enemy soldiers in a raid ,a war, and/or during peacetime during Medieval times in a past life.
But I ultimately do not know, just food for thought. Also, I am absolutely in no way trying to condone the sexual abuse, the sexual exploitation, the sexual harassment, the sexual assault, the sexual enslavement, and the abduction of millions of women and teenage girls (For sex, sexual assault/rape, sexual enslavement, or marriage, especially forced marriage.) all throughout history and in modern times. I actually get extremely upset (More so with than most subjects/topics.) when I actually read all about these things happening all throughout history and in modern times.
But, at the same time, I am still actually extremely interested in knowing a whole a lot about, learning about, researching about, and reading all about these extremely horrible things in history and in modern times and ultimately learning how to prevent them, help the survivors, and etc. It just might be that my subconscious was trying to turn extremely traumatic experiences that probably happened to me in many of my past lives into positive experiences just to deal with all that trauma that happened to me in a past life by turning it into fun make-believe childhood games.
And maybe my very strong interest in all the subjects I just mentioned above is really my subconscious trying to make sense about all what just happened to me and is trying to gain as my knowledge about these things in order to keep me safe, try to prevent it from happening again, and to help me cope and heal from it if it happens again and etc. But, that is just my theory.
I am very sorry if I really upset somebody and that I was absolutely trying not to in any way to condone all these things and that I actually strongly condemn all these things. Sending prayers of love and healing to everybody!
PS: There is one more game that I really loved to play when I was a child and that was to play "Air Plane!" with my cousins. We used to pretend we were in an airplane going somewhere and that game validates my past life dream as an airplane pilot in the early twentieth century. I always really loved and got really excited by and still really love and get really excited by flying in an airplane. One of the most exciting ways to travel, especially during take-off and landing racing down the runway like a roller-coaster especially in a big jet airplane. Love it!
Peace!