What a wonderful thread, I've loved reading your experiences, Nightrain and Usetawuz (as always). :thumbsup:
Me, I was lucky enough to grow up in an open-minded family, especially my dad. Books about NDE's and other "paranormal" subjects were usually seen around the house and my curiosity made the rest. I read "Life after life" by Dr. Raymond Moody when I was 10 or 12 (or even before, I don't remember exactly), and though I received a Catholic education as well, I never felt it was too dogmatic and there was never a conflict within myself (I would stop going to mass soon anyway, as I did feel out of place there).
So, I was aware of the reincarnation concept from a very young age, and I had a few past life dreams during my 20's, but I didn't pay too much attention, or maybe the time wasn't right, and I was too absorbed by studies and then work.
If I had known before... Only recently I felt as if someone took me by the hand and led me right here, to find the answers I was seeking and solve some of the problems I was experiencing. Now I know how I can reach my past life memories and I feel truly blessed, it's like a confirmation to what I believed all my life, and it's surprising even shocking sometimes to get those glimpses of who I was before.
I feel very much like Owl says, that information allows me to know myself much better and understand my personality and the reasons why I reacted in a way or another. It helps me to see this life as only a chapter in a long long book. I'm still wondering why I'm remembering now, is it because I needed the answers and my guides let me have a look? Or is it just a natural state all human beings will be in the future, as a product of evolution? Maybe it doesn't matter, as long as I become more conscious of who I am, what I am doing here and what the important things in life are.
I get "angry" sometimes because I feel those past life memories belong to me and they've been hidden from my knowledge. I know it's for a reason and I probably agreed with that, but it annoys me anyway, and now that I can "relive" some of them (only what I'm allowed), I won't stop doing it.