Morgan VK
Active Member
Hello,
I was originally led to this forum by looking up, " SS whore and entertainers." Sadly, about 15? years ago I started having the most lucid dreams about the Holocaust and Nazi Germany. I remember that I was for some reason confirmed in a Lutheran church and could mimic fluent German at the age of 6. My mom was blown away (whom I believe to have been a brutal WF SS. ) I was pulling myself up and bopping around everywhere by the age 0f 1-year-old even! I am still dancing to this day...quite well. I remember my whole life having germans/german descent guys all over me or stalking me, but I was pulled to France and the Kaballah? Anyways, it was a "series" of dreams. One was me wearing sheer, black pantyhose with a loose garter, backed up against a wall with peeling paint, drunk with many others. (a dancer?) The other, I was in the 'front' of an old, wooden horse cart? looking back at all of these females, with a Star of David on the 'front' of their coats. (red?) There was one girl and we were just staring right through each other as we moved somewhere on the cart. It was like I could see her soul. There were a few other regressions, but I'll wait until later to tell. I go through phases of watching both German and Holocaust documentaries/movies (they have not made one yet on the bordellos). I've had many common themes. I have also lost a child to suicide, and my other son has ADHD. I've been a drunk before, a flirty lush, buying 4-hour energy drinks to stay awake with him as he gets up too early in the a.m. for me.
I cannot fathom the wars of this planet. I am a vegan too. I care deeply for "special needs" children as they are beautiful souls. EVERY man I have married either can speak some german language, Russian and or one Jewish man who gave me my last child who is growing fast! Strange, eh? I also love both Jazz and EDM.
I am very pulled to old TB hospitals and asylums as well. I have yet to see another female incarnate in my family but have 5 male descendants including my own two boys.
I'm fading out now. I apologize. It always comes back to me. Are there any others like this out here? Again, I was "led" to this site I am sure, for a reason.
To add: I met a dutchman online who absolutely said things to me that nobody has ever said to me before. Like after he ditched me; things such as, " You are a cheap whore and I am going to come to shoot you. You bit**. You slut..." (I was never with him ever?) He has been the worst thing verbally to ever happen to me yet. His blue eyes pierced my soul it seemed. Also, yet another narcissist peeling through victim after victim on social media. The thought of this "dutchman" scares the crap out of me.
Thank you for your time and for reading this. I look forward to joining in conversations on this forum.
I was originally led to this forum by looking up, " SS whore and entertainers." Sadly, about 15? years ago I started having the most lucid dreams about the Holocaust and Nazi Germany. I remember that I was for some reason confirmed in a Lutheran church and could mimic fluent German at the age of 6. My mom was blown away (whom I believe to have been a brutal WF SS. ) I was pulling myself up and bopping around everywhere by the age 0f 1-year-old even! I am still dancing to this day...quite well. I remember my whole life having germans/german descent guys all over me or stalking me, but I was pulled to France and the Kaballah? Anyways, it was a "series" of dreams. One was me wearing sheer, black pantyhose with a loose garter, backed up against a wall with peeling paint, drunk with many others. (a dancer?) The other, I was in the 'front' of an old, wooden horse cart? looking back at all of these females, with a Star of David on the 'front' of their coats. (red?) There was one girl and we were just staring right through each other as we moved somewhere on the cart. It was like I could see her soul. There were a few other regressions, but I'll wait until later to tell. I go through phases of watching both German and Holocaust documentaries/movies (they have not made one yet on the bordellos). I've had many common themes. I have also lost a child to suicide, and my other son has ADHD. I've been a drunk before, a flirty lush, buying 4-hour energy drinks to stay awake with him as he gets up too early in the a.m. for me.
I cannot fathom the wars of this planet. I am a vegan too. I care deeply for "special needs" children as they are beautiful souls. EVERY man I have married either can speak some german language, Russian and or one Jewish man who gave me my last child who is growing fast! Strange, eh? I also love both Jazz and EDM.
I am very pulled to old TB hospitals and asylums as well. I have yet to see another female incarnate in my family but have 5 male descendants including my own two boys.
I'm fading out now. I apologize. It always comes back to me. Are there any others like this out here? Again, I was "led" to this site I am sure, for a reason.
To add: I met a dutchman online who absolutely said things to me that nobody has ever said to me before. Like after he ditched me; things such as, " You are a cheap whore and I am going to come to shoot you. You bit**. You slut..." (I was never with him ever?) He has been the worst thing verbally to ever happen to me yet. His blue eyes pierced my soul it seemed. Also, yet another narcissist peeling through victim after victim on social media. The thought of this "dutchman" scares the crap out of me.
Thank you for your time and for reading this. I look forward to joining in conversations on this forum.